Repeat of a Story Told

I know- I'll wake up of this illumined dream.
I've been stubborn; addicted to this delusion.
It's time, I guess.
I've been devoted to this fallacy too long...

I know- This will end.
But not now.
Not now...

So I cry!
I scream my fears off!
So, I cry:

"Don't wither on me, lonely rose!
Embrace me and stain your color
on my eyes with an undying kiss.
Whisper me a breeze of hope-
that uncertainties conspire to take you home.
Nestle your scent on my clothes
and immortalize it with a seal of your words.
Mark on me your smile full of faith and
send me your warmth when my anguished tears
sweep along my face.
Don't wither on me, now, my lonely rose!
Not now..."

And I watched.
I watched her fade away
on the horizon of the far seas.

I close my eyes,
"Ah! Reality!"

"Reality of NOTHINGNESS"

On the corner, I look at the walls;
looking for my forsaken sanctuary.
I find nothing.
Nothing but the shadow of my pain...

"Now, lean on me, my shadow.
Dance with me with the rhythm of insanity.
Stay with me:
Be with me whilst my soul suffers its dissolve.
For it's you I can keep; For with you I can find peace.
Now I see I'm alone."

"I'm alone..."

Geminian Paradox (Verbal Prison)

Trapped within these four blank corners,

I can't find my awaited sanity-

I am still drowned in a quest for stellar redemption.

Bound in this silence of expression,

I can't paint a portrait of my anguished soul-

I am an a distorted picture of peace diluted in pain.

Suffocated by a melody of falacy,

I can't seem to grasp a scanty scent of home-

I continue to grieve for my belongingness.

Is this where I should be-

Stucked in this forsaken blank paper?;

Nothing to write about but hell and sorrow?

I cry in this innocent battle,

"FOR FREEDOM OF MY SOUL!"

Hear my Victorian plea!

Release me, Oh fated torment!

Redeem my bloodline condemned!

Maledict me with a drop of hope!

Save my soul, oh, save my soul!

Death, Oh clement death,

Serenade me with

whispers of solitude.

Save my soul, oh, save my soul!

Present me your hand, Oh twisted sorrow!

Rescue me from this shuffled poetry!

Let me abandon my shackles of harmonic lies!

SAVE MY SOUL, OH, SAVE MY SOUL!