If I Should Die Tonight

If I should die tonight, then let it be.
I had sinned and done sadistic crimes
beyond the laws of nature.
I had seen death's red eyes.
I had stabbed a man straight to the heart.
I had heard a man's desperate cry for help.

My heart: wrapped with a thick sheet of immorality,
cruelty, iniquity, darkness, wickedness, and injustice.
My hands are bloody. My eyes slowly turning red.
My soul: ripped off of its purity.

Let death and fate punish this wicked soul.
Let hell break lose and unleash evil upon me.
Let my soul vanish from this cruel world that I created.

If there is a god out there,
let him whip me with his merciless wrath-
let him rip off my right to exist.

If I had tortured hundreds of men,
let me feel their pain.
If I had taken one's hand,
let him take both of mine.
If I broke a thousand hearts,
let my heart suffer a million more.

In my nearing death,
I will carry the yokes of my crime.
Let me suffer the consequences.
Let my soul burdened be...

If I should die tonight, then let it be.